Vulnerability is Scary

Vulnerability is something that I have a lot of trouble being, especially on the internet. I believe most of this is due to the fact that most of my adult life my internal voice has not been overly kind towards myself. I won’t be getting into any mental health details but lots of my 20’s my mind was a very dark place to be, the business goals listed on this website and the idea of starting a farm to grow native plants, produce, and compost has been something on my mind for at least the last 5 years. Due to my fear of being vulnerable in the past, the internet/general public is only starting to hear about this plan now, in 2024. I have always been fearful that the “general public” would have a similar, if not identical response as my internal voice, very negative and debilitating. Over this past year, I have grown tremendously, especially towards being nicer to myself and open to what the world has to offer. I know that to make my dreams a reality it will require tremendous amounts of vulnerability, and it starts with this blog post, hopefully connecting with people who are excited to watch this journey of creation, the ability to use art and photography to create something everlasting, and helpful to countless people and species along the way.

 My business Bank account will have less than $200 in it by the time my credit card bill is paid off, this is where we are starting from, very little. I hope you are excited to watch this grow into something that can have meaningful change on the world around us, I know I am excited at this opportunity.